One of the reasons I'm feeling better--I found this picture on the interwebz today:

The first week of Dan 3.0 has come and gone, and the reality of my situation is setting in: this is really happening. The transition from "Dan 3.0 as an idea" to "Dan 3.0 as a reality" has begun and while the technical side of things has gone as close to perfectly as anyone could have asked for (The fine folks at Revision3 have been wonderful to work with), on a personal level things have been a bit challenging.
On one hand I'm really, really excited. This is going to be a life-changing, envelope-pushing year. All the right pieces have fallen into place and we're launching the project on a grander scale than I ever imagined when concocting the idea. On the other hand, however, lots of hype means high expectations, and high expectations means lots of pressure. While I'm confident that we'll find a rhythm with Dan 3.0, I can't help but to occasionally wonder "What if it all goes horribly wrong!?"
Cue last Thursday's breakdown: http://revision3.com/dan30/badday
But you know what? I've had a chance this weekend to sit back, relax, and think critically about what needs to happen and I'm ready to buckle down. While the stress I've been under is a many-headed beast -- I miss my girlfriend, I've been under the weather, I'm adapting to a new filming/editing style, etc.-- I'm ready to start cutting off those heads one by one. We had some technical hiccups, sure, but those problems are small and fixable. More important is the fact that this crazy concept for a show has gotten off the ground, people are diggin' it and the next few weeks are shaping up to be fan-freaking-tastic.
Thanks for all your love and support! I hope you're as excited as I am for this next week! I get to hang out with Hank Green :D